I am back

I've never been able to keep up with this thing, I tried but hell half the time I forget it's even here. Alot has gone on since I started this blog, I have gone through two failed relationships, Quit my job and even lost my brother a few days ago. It's all been a whirlwind. I have thrown myself into the theatre hard since my brother got sick and directed so many shows ... But all the while I was still hurting, I lost love and and gained so little. I did however begin writing my book again..... Maybe that will pan out... Well bloggers i'm off for now.I'll write more tomorrow.....

Losing my brother

The death of my brother has definatly been the hardest thing i've ever endured. there is no words to describe how bad I feel, i keep trying to be strong but i'm not... I'm Numb and devastated all at the same time. As the day for the funeral draws closer I get more and more sad....